Renungkan...

Ask the fish that lives in the pond : do you know that there is a world outside your pond that is more wonderful?

the fish says: NO, my world is the best!

Ask the baby who lives in the womb : do you know that there is a greater world outside that womb of your mother?

the baby says; NO, my world is the best!

Ask the kafiruuns : do you know there is a greator world more everlasting than this world?

and they say : NO!

no greed? or too much greed?

im not strong, im weak..

would i be able to pretend to be strong?

even when the world is at its end?

i wonder~

well, 2 months after leaving studies, i just wander, would i be greedy for good grades? would i make good relation ship with patients? would i be able to maintain good relationship with Allah despite the limited time I have?Would i spent my money fr those who need when I meet them? would i be able to make those who claim themselves Muslims but live in their secular world to pray? or would i be able to all those who worship idols to worship the Most Gracious???

would I?Do I have enough greed to catch that thing called the "tijaratan lan tabuur".(the profit that never perish)...would i stay strong if i feel down? would I be constantly on the right path? the path that He bless?

I wonder~

my greed, is the Jannah, my greed is His blessing...this I am certain...

but to be able to stay 'strong'?..all the time on the right path?

Most importantly, would I be able to keep my intentions right and feel good about it?

for You, an You alone...this, i must try without fail...

I wonder~

I don't know my greed. if i am that greedy...

but I know my fears..

when I look at my hand, i know what my fears are...

i know my fears...

when i look at the sun, i know my fears

for that which i know, ill try to keep myself protected...away from my fears..

no matter what i'm greedy about, i know avoiding my fears would get me somewhere...

Somewhere safe...

Bless me, Ya Allah...